Wednesday, 1 August 2012

I Love Everything That Happened To Me In Love

“I loved her so much and in return all I received today is loneliness and pain, I hate this feeling called love” This is what most of them say after losing the one they loved I wonder why I am feeling different, I was so much in love with this feeling called love and I am still loving it when she is gone. I am carrying a broken heart but still smiling inside because I know I have not lost anything. Ended relationship with a person with beautiful heart is like a exiting journey that came to end, yes there is a pain of separating from the one who was my partner in this journey but the memories that it gave me will always bring smile on my face. For others a broken relationship is “The End” of love but for me it’s just a “pause” because I know our story is not going to end like this

Yes, I am sad after losing you,
But I am not guilt for loving you all these years.
Yes, my heart is missing a part of it,
But my memories are filled with affection given by you.
Yes, there are tears in my eyes,
But I smile every time I recall the time we spent together.
Yes, your absence is haunting me.
But you are still making my dreams beautiful after I close my eyes.
Yes, I loved looking towards your face all the time,
But now I am also enjoying this darkness…
As its making me recall of that black in your eyes.
Yes, I loved to spend my evening with you,
But now I am also enjoying walking alone…
As every beautiful face reminds me of your smile.
Yes, I loved speaking for hours with you on phone,
But now I am also enjoying looking at it…
As it still has invisible marks of the phone kisses given by you.
Yes, I have lost my love,
But I am not guilt for loving her.
I am thankful to this bottle of expired medicine,
As this medicine once saved my life.
Similarly I am thankful to Love which no longer exists,
But still its memory is making me live.
If I had two hearts in my chest,
I would have given her the other one also to break.
She used to visit me in hospital when I was suffering from pain,
She introduced me with her friends when loneliness was life’s other name.
She shared with me her secrets and taught me how to trust,
She has forgiven me for my lies and taught me how to love.
Love was beautiful when it was there,
Love is beautiful even now when it is gone.
A False believe that she still loves me is enough,
I Love Everything That happened To me In Love!!
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