If
perfection really exists, then he is probably the perfect human being on earth,
who has got the most purely good soul, who thinks about others before himself,
who believes in giving as much as he can and keeps faith in god no matter what
situation. Such kind of soul deserves all the happiness in life, but the
reality is other way round. He never got the real happiness, love and
appreciation ever in life which he truly deserves.
And
here is me. I believe I am one of the worst kinds of person alive. Selfish,
arrogant, rude, and immature and I never thanked enough my god for what he has
given me in life. I just lived my life the way I wanted without thinking about
my future and anyone else. Though, I wasn't like this a couple of years back, I
used to love unconditionally and give my everything to the people I love. Just
because of a little pain in life, I made myself this "bad", without
keeping a bit of faith in god.
Maybe
he was the only person who could have changed me back to normal again, and
maybe I was the only person who could have given him the perfect love,
happiness and appreciation that he truly deserves. Maybe that's why destiny
brought us together out of nowhere. Maybe that's why we fell in love with each
other, though we both were from totally different worlds.
Yes
he changed me back to the normal "me" again and made me a good person
again. And yes I was successful in giving him the true love and all the happiness
in life to him.
Usually
when a girl falls in love, she builds a bridge between her and her family,
distances grows between them. But he made me cross that bridge and actually
brought me closer to them even more than before. Sometimes I'm scared to have
this much love from him, I'm scared to lose it. And sometimes I think "do
I really deserve this much love from him?" I just wish I'm worth his love.
Because I try my best, I give my everything to him. He's my life. I wish he
feel the love I give him. He does feel it, but I wish, I just wish he knows how
much he means to me. Because sometimes in life we fail to express how much we
love a person, it's not our fault, but sometimes, we just don't know the best
way to express it.. Sometimes i strongly feel that "Every Love Story Is Written By God"
