I Failed To Find Another "YOU"

No matter what happened
Between me and you
you were always there
And showed me our love was true

I made you seem perfect
But you did hurt me before
I never told anyone
About that time you broke my heart



But no matter what you did
I always did forgive
I still believe in your loving words
That took away all my pain and hurt

Three years,five months
We were engaged
Even if i was young
For the future we could wait



So many times we lost our place
But its hard to be together
when we're miles away
So maybe it was fate

Many nights i cried
And got on my knees
Making sure God listened
That i needed you next to me



Today I still love you
More than I ever did
But I guess the love you had
For me took a scary twist

I guess U found another Love
That is near you
It hurts because you didn't say Goodbye
But i remember..
The last words you said were.. I love you..



Today I am All Alone....
Living This Life With Old memories..
Because you Found Another "Me"
But i failed to Find Another "YOU"


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I am sure there is no one like you...
Deepak Kumar Jonwal
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Love Was My Favorite Mistake

How do you keep a heart from breaking?
What can you really do?
How can I possibly stop myself
from falling in love with you?





I don't want to cut all ties
that would make the pain so much worse
why does this thing called love
feel like the worlds greatest curse?





It hurts me more than words can say
but I can't get enough
I think I'm more than a little addicted
and I guess that's just too tough.





I'm trying a little too hard
just to get along and get by
and I'm crying a little too much
while ending everything with a sigh.





because constantly thinking of you
makes me all the more depressed
because of all of the love that I hold
for you must be suppressed.




and I'm ready to give up and quit
but I think that I will take
my chances with this thing called love
my favorite mistake.



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Hope I Don't Repeat This Mistake Again
- Deepak Kumar Jonwal (Poet)

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Tomorrow When I Am Gone

So lately, been wondering
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall yeah fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own



If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go




And maybe, I'll find out
A way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you



If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go




A Thought: Yes, i wish someone replace me in your life when i am gone but still this thought makes my heart Pain. Hope a Lover Like Me Can never See his love with someone Else :(


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"You May Quit In Love.. But I will never Do... "
This is the Statement I told her.... And She Proved Me "TRUE" :(

Deepak Kumar Jonwal (Poet)
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I Carry Your Heart With Me

I Carry Your Heart With Me

 You trusted me and gave your heart,
And I promise to keep your trust.
Your Heart is very precious to me,
For any reason I will not let it get hurt.

There were many who wanted to get it,
But you made me owner of your heart.
I was ready to pay anything,
But in return you only asked for love.

I will not let it get wet with tears,
I will take away all your pain.
With shortage of love I will not let it get dry,
I will send you gifts every day.
I will not let it beat faster with fear,
I will be there whenever you take my name.

Without your love I cannot imagine my life,
I will lose my happiness and smile.
I cannot let anyone take away your heart,
So I carry your heart with me my love......


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I Love Loving You Like  This My Love - Deepak Kumar Jonwal

Daughters Are Precious (Small Story)

A couple made a deal the night of their Marriage to NOT open the door of their room to anybody who comes knocking in the morning for any reason!

In the morning, the parents of the husband came and knocked on the door, the husband and the wife were looking at each other and as they agreed before, they didn’t open the door. After a while the parents of the bride came knocking at the door to check on them, the couple were looking at each other, then the bride dropped a tear & started crying she said: “I cannot keep them knocking & not open the door, I miss them already.” The husband didn’t say anything and he let her open the door for her parents.

Years & years passed & the couple had 5 children, the first ones were boys & the 5th was a little girl, when she was born the father was extremely happy that Almighty blessed him with her, and he threw a Huge Party for her in Grand style, people were so amazed with his joy and his happiness that they asked him, why are you so happy with her more than you were before with her older brothers?

He answered simply: “She is the one who will open the door for me.”

~ The End ~

Baby girls are the comfort of the eyes of their father!

They hold the key to their mothers hearts!

Daughters are really unique.

They care for their parents even after they are married.

Its rightly said, “A son is a son till he gets a Wife, a daughter is a daughter the rest of her Life!"

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How Much I Love U Nobody Knows !!

Nobody knows its empty
this smile that i wear...
the real one is left in the past
because u have left me there...♥!!♥

Nobody knows i am crying
they wont see even my tears...
when they think that i m laughing
i still wishing you were here... ♥!!♥

Nobody knows it's painful
they think that i am strong...
they say that this won't kill me
but i wonder if they were wrong... ♥!!♥

Nobody knows i m praying
that you will change your mind...
they think that i let you go
when u left me behind... ♥!!♥

Nobody knows i miss u
they think i feel set free...
but i feel like i am bound with chains
trapeed in the mystery... ♥!!♥

Nobody knows i need u
they say that i can do it my own...
but" they dont know i am crying
"when i am aloneeeee....♥!!♥


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I promise you, My beloved (A Poem)

The story here in this poem is about the relationship of the girl who desperately love a guy, but the guy, whom she loved, is double minded, his troubled of choosing what`s best for him and what he really wants because of all the things bugging his life, like his peers and other girls, He didn’t know what to choose, from bringing back the love of her girl, or Let his life carried by an undecided decisions. While real girlfriend waits for his last decision because she understands his beloved worries she made him a promise.

"I promise you, My beloved"

To the One I love and miss

To you My Beloved, I wrote this

Thinking of you makes me smile

The feeling, how you love me

I wish that time would stop for a while

Your desperation, I saw

Your love for me, I`d felt

You truly make my heart happy

I know, It’s one of your will

By our Lord`s grace, we continue

I commit to be desperate to you

Yes, I will love you more

Time can fly so fast

You still have your choice

To choose your last

When the time will come

It’s not, I you chose

Yes, I will love you

You’re done, I will let it be

Yes, I love you

Seeing you happy is one of my joys

Yes, I love you

In your happiness, I rejoice

Every Love Story Is Written By God ♥

If perfection really exists, then he is probably the perfect human being on earth, who has got the most purely good soul, who thinks about others before himself, who believes in giving as much as he can and keeps faith in god no matter what situation. Such kind of soul deserves all the happiness in life, but the reality is other way round. He never got the real happiness, love and appreciation ever in life which he truly deserves.

And here is me. I believe I am one of the worst kinds of person alive. Selfish, arrogant, rude, and immature and I never thanked enough my god for what he has given me in life. I just lived my life the way I wanted without thinking about my future and anyone else. Though, I wasn't like this a couple of years back, I used to love unconditionally and give my everything to the people I love. Just because of a little pain in life, I made myself this "bad", without keeping a bit of faith in god.

Maybe he was the only person who could have changed me back to normal again, and maybe I was the only person who could have given him the perfect love, happiness and appreciation that he truly deserves. Maybe that's why destiny brought us together out of nowhere. Maybe that's why we fell in love with each other, though we both were from totally different worlds.

Yes he changed me back to the normal "me" again and made me a good person again. And yes I was successful in giving him the true love and all the happiness in life to him.

Usually when a girl falls in love, she builds a bridge between her and her family, distances grows between them. But he made me cross that bridge and actually brought me closer to them even more than before. Sometimes I'm scared to have this much love from him, I'm scared to lose it. And sometimes I think "do I really deserve this much love from him?" I just wish I'm worth his love. Because I try my best, I give my everything to him. He's my life. I wish he feel the love I give him. He does feel it, but I wish, I just wish he knows how much he means to me. Because sometimes in life we fail to express how much we love a person, it's not our fault, but sometimes, we just don't know the best way to express it.. Sometimes i strongly feel that "Every Love Story Is Written By God"

So that's why couple says "I love you" whenever possible. Cry, hug and comfort each other whenever needed. Because who knows what might happen tomorrow.

Son's Last Letter To His Mom (Heart Touching)

After Reading This Letter Many Have Quit To Drink And Many Other Have Said "NO" To Drink And Drive ! We are now promoting this article as  we Want everyone to read it and get a Positive Message ! Hope after reading it you will share It Too ! It's A Heart Touching Poem That Will make You Cry :'(


Son's Last Letter To His Mom

I went to a party Mom,

I remembered what you said.

U told me not to drink,

Mom, So I drank soda instead.

I really felt proud inside, Mom,

The way you said I would.

I didn't drink and drive, Mom,

Even though the others said I should.

I know I did the right thing, Mom,

I know you are always right.

Now the party is finally ending, Mom,

As everyone is driving out of sight.

As I got into my car, Mom,
I knew I'd get home in one piece.
Because of the way you raised me,
So responsible and sweet.

I started to drive away, Mom,
But as I pulled out into the road,
The other car didn't see me, Mom,
And hit me like a load.:(

As I lay there on the pavement, Mom,
I hear the policeman say,
"The other guy is drunk," Mom,
And now I'm the one who will pay.


I'm lying here dying, Mom....
I wish you'd get here soon.
How could this happen to me, Mom?
My life just burst like a balloon.

There is blood all around me, Mom,
And most of it is mine.
I hear the medic say, Mom,
I'll die in a short time.

I just wanted to tell you, Mom,
I swear I didn't drink.
It was the others, Mom.
The others didn't think.


He was probably at the same party as I.
The only difference is, he drank

And I will die.

Why do people drink, Mom?

It can ruin your whole life.
I'm feeling sharp pains now.
Pains just like a knife.
The guy who hit me is walking, Mom,

And I don't think it's fair.
I'm lying here dying
And all he can do is stare.

Tell my brother not to cry, Mom.
Tell Daddy to be brave.
And when I go to heaven, Mom,
Put "GOOD BOY " on my grave.

Someone should have told him, Mom,
Not to drink and drive. :'(
If only they had told him, Mom,
I would still be alive.
My breath is getting shorter, Mom.

I'm becoming very scared.
Please don't cry for me, Mom.
When I needed you, you were always there.

I have one last question, Mom.

Before I say good bye.

I didn't drink and drive,

So why am I the one to die?

-The End -

 

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Every Night I Live A New Life ♥

Like Trust, Love And Care... PASSION 

too plays an important role in a Relationship...
Here i raise a toast to the PASSION and ROMANCE 

in your love life.. "CHEERS" ;)

== EVERY NIGHT I LIVE A NEW LIFE ==

Dark winter night, The moon shines bright,
Stars looking down and showering their light..

You look at me with that mysterious smile,
Heading towards me I don't know what's on your mind..

I just can't guess what's driving you wild,
may be its the love that has folded you blind..

You don't get your eyes off my face,
My beats are set fast ,I can't handle the pace..

Coming closer to me you took ma hand,
pulled me towards you, held me tight as you can..

You take off my towel undressing me all,
I go week in my knees preparing for a fall..

Then gliding your fingers down my spine,
Now forgetting it all I wanna make you mine..

I push me on the bed I can feel your might,
Exchanging breaths we take off on a flight...!!

♥ ♥ ♥

 

My Heart Believes In You ♥

I kept my head up high,

and then you came my way.

I have been hurt so many times.

My heart filled with so much pain.

but now that pain has gone away.

For I have found a place I want to be.

This place I see is with thee.

For in your arms I have felt and seen,

a wonderful feeling that I cannot believe.

A safe haven in your arms just for me

Now I give my heart to thee.

******

Final *goodbye*

He asked her to visit him as he wanted to say her something important. She was happy because from long time nothing special has happened in between them. She was expecting that this time he is going to propose her for marriage so that they can live all life together. But she never knew its going to be her last visit, she was going to listen  final *goodbye*

 

As I looked into your eyes

I knew something was wrong

And then you said *goodbye*

We had been together too long

You said you didn't feel for me

The same way I did for you

And after years of our love

We were actually through

 

I said you won't go

You said you can't stay

But how was I supposed to know

It would all end that day

I told you how much I would miss

Each and every day

And that was when you Said Final*goodbye*

And you turned and walked away :(

Your Love Gave Me Reason To Live ♥

♥ He was broken after being defeated by life and thus decided to end this pain by jumping from a cliff and thus committing suicide. But then He never knew that before he will embrace death love will hold his hand and give him reason to live life again ♥

I was falling off the edge

I didn’t see the point

In living my life

So I started to jump

Only hell lays at the bottom

Of that narrow cliff

But I never reached it

You grabbed me before I did

 

I was confused of who I was

But you took my hand

Instead of calling me a freak

You held me

You took off all the make-up

The hollow eyes you saw through

Opened up a person

The one I could never find

 

You saw my first smile

The beginning of not wanting to die

No suicide

Just happiness

You poured me out

With the depressed hated anger

And filled me with these words I never heard

I love you. 

 

♥♥♥♥♥ 

I Loved You But You Never Loved Me

Sometimes to find your love, I felt I had to look.

No one knows the strength it took.

My love for you has always shown,

Although at times I felt I shared it alone.

 

We had our nights we had our days,

"I love you" was said in many ways.

Then quietly your secret was told,

Everything you had done began to unfold.

Through all the hurt, through all the pain,

My love for you still remains the same.

 

Yes, I told you we had to part,

For that was time to heal my heart . . . :'(

 

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I Love Everything That Happened To Me In Love

“I loved her so much and in return all I received today is loneliness and pain, I hate this feeling called love” This is what most of them say after losing the one they loved I wonder why I am feeling different, I was so much in love with this feeling called love and I am still loving it when she is gone. I am carrying a broken heart but still smiling inside because I know I have not lost anything. Ended relationship with a person with beautiful heart is like a exiting journey that came to end, yes there is a pain of separating from the one who was my partner in this journey but the memories that it gave me will always bring smile on my face. For others a broken relationship is “The End” of love but for me it’s just a “pause” because I know our story is not going to end like this ♥

Yes, I am sad after losing you,

But I am not guilt for loving you all these years.

Yes, my heart is missing a part of it,

But my memories are filled with affection given by you.

Yes, there are tears in my eyes,

But I smile every time I recall the time we spent together.

Yes, your absence is haunting me.

But you are still making my dreams beautiful after I close my eyes.

Yes, I loved looking towards your face all the time,

But now I am also enjoying this darkness…

As its making me recall of that black in your eyes.

Yes, I loved to spend my evening with you,

But now I am also enjoying walking alone…

As every beautiful face reminds me of your smile.

Yes, I loved speaking for hours with you on phone,

But now I am also enjoying looking at it…

As it still has invisible marks of the phone kisses given by you.

Yes, I have lost my love,

But I am not guilt for loving her.

I am thankful to this bottle of expired medicine,

As this medicine once saved my life.

Similarly I am thankful to Love which no longer exists,

But still its memory is making me live.

If I had two hearts in my chest,

I would have given her the other one also to break.

She used to visit me in hospital when I was suffering from pain,

She introduced me with her friends when loneliness was life’s other name.

She shared with me her secrets and taught me how to trust,

She has forgiven me for my lies and taught me how to love.

Love was beautiful when it was there,

Love is beautiful even now when it is gone.

A False believe that she still loves me is enough,

I Love Everything That happened To me In Love!!

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Unmendable Scars (Heart Broken Poem)

Love is beautiful when it begins as we don't know at that point of time that its true or fake but with time truth comes out as the one who was faking love become tired of acting like lover everyday. It's sad that people plant dreams even when they know that they are not going to water it. This heart touching poem is written by a girl who became victim of fake love,  she had so many question for him but still they are unanswered. Just a request to everyone, play with stick, play with stones, play with toys but please never play with someone's heart as your fake love will give Unmendable Scars.

Sitting alone by the window

And outside its raining

Nature is crying today

Because my heart is paining

About my terrible condition

Now you are not going to bother

My heart was deeply struck with pain

When you insensitively yelled "it’s over"...

My swelled up eyes remind me

What you used to say

'I'll never let you cry'

And made me smile each day

Why you didn't stick to your words?

Why did you hurt me?

Did I commit any crime?

That you left me with a heartless glee

Completely shattered I am

With my mercilessly wounded heart

Because of those unmendable scars

Which are now my unwanted parts

In all your lies I believed

And all your targets you achieved

With my innocent heart you played

God was watching, why you didn't get afraid?

When you said you love me-you lied

When you said you miss me-you lied

Tell me, what was my fault?

that you left only pains by my side

Here I am, thinking of you

Gazing at the ever so shining stars

wondering will you ever realize

you ruined me with those unmendable scars..

--The End --

Poem Written By: Rupali Grover

Posted By:- Deepak